So among many things when I first left adelaide, when I first got sick I put on alot of weight.
I mean, ALOT.
20kgs in a year to be exact.
Im not really sure why, if anything I ate less than i normally would, but bottom line is ive had that weight stuck to me ever since.
In all honesty it doesn't bother me that much, only when certain people point it out like its something i should be bothered about. And really i didn't think it all that bad in my heart of hearts.
But society and bullies and all that silly stuff wore on me a bit and my small self esteem.
So Im finally at a point i can get rid of it properly.
But its really hard cause i really love food. especially bad food.
two weeks in and i drew this:
But perhaps if i tell the internet about it, it will be more incentive to stick at it.
Wish me luck.
DIETS ARE HARD.
